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| Lee in his "special pj's" playing with toys waiting. |
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| With Papa. |
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| more toys. more waiting |
About a month and a half ago now (I’m so behind) our
little Lee boy had to have a small surgery done to get some things that didn’t
fully work themselves out during prenatal development fixed. The surgeon
assured us that it was a standard and low-risk procedure but it would require
an anesthesia-induced sleep.
Try as I might to fight it, on the days leading up
to the surgery the thought that kept creeping into my mind was “what if something
happened? Something can always happen.”
I got really anxious.
Partially because it’s true that something can
always go wrong and partially because anxiety is real for me, I thought a lot
of scary thoughts.
Eventually though, I found myself thinking about
what it must have felt like for God to sacrifice His Son, as the center of the
plan that redeems all of us. It’s
quite hard to actually grasp the depth and breadth of that sacrifice for both
Father and Son.
I could try and share more of my insights where that
is concerned but I have a hard time finding words that could adequately
describe what that sacrifice means.
The whole experience became another example of how
good God is.
(A recurring theme for me, I know, good thing it’s a
good theme, right?)
Somehow He managed to turn something, like my
struggles with anxiety, into a chance to gain insight, understanding and
strengthened faith in His perfect goodness and the perfection of His plan for
me and everyone else for that matter.
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| Post-surgery before he woke up from the anesthesia. |
Lee boy’s surgery went well, he was in a lot of pain
that day but his recovery was remarkably quick. It was a long, scary/stressful day but we absolutely felt the prayers
and fasting offered in his behalf throughout the day. And kids truley do bounce back so
quickly, it is a miracle.
We even had some inspired and wonderful friends
offer to bring us dinner that night, first time having jambalaya…good gravy it
is delicious.
I love my boys. I am more grateful than ever for the miracle of even having
them and that, on top of that, they have healthy, proper-functioning bodies.